Exams - Day 1

The first exam is always English. Last night, I studied for History mainly and decided to study for English in the morning because I get dropped off at my aunt's place at 7.30 am since there's no early maths and catching the bus to school would waste my time for studying :D

I think I actually did okay in this one.. I finished all sections :) everyone was stressed and unhappy :( I'm more terrified about the Chem one that comes right after my History exam tomorrow :S I'll probably pass out during that one hour break we get and then start the chem one right afterwards lol

Since I decided to watch only one Youtube video, I chose that 'be a man' song from Mulan :)
So here I am studying with some biscuits, green tea, and listening to some motivational music :D

Exams! :S

It's time for the first lot of important exams in Year 12.. D: I really want to do well on these.. my marks lately haven't been that great (esp. in Chem D: it's been slipping and I'm fearing the Chem exam the most :s) I was considering studying something chem related in uni so it's serious business this exam :) Unless I'll pursue in something with a little bit of chem... hmmm I need to do some more research..

Anyways, I've already started my manga strike again (yesterday) :D and it'll also probably go for a week again lol I've also decided to (starting on monday):

• watch only one youtube video a day
• check twitter once or twice a day
• go on tumblr for 10 minutes a day! (Make that 30 minutes!)

Sounds pretty harsh but it shows how much I am willing to sacrafice to get better results :P
Or is it because I need these restraints? I do tend to lose control of myself and hate myself whenever I do.. I suppose I'll try my best and study like there's no tomorrow :D

Be Happy..

Be honest with yourself

We can fool others.

But we can't fool ourselves.

Being honest with yourself brings freedom.

Work towards self-acceptance.

Respect yourself as you would want others to respect you.

Find your truths.

Aspire to be a better person.

from Be Happy: 170 ways to transform yor day by Patrick Lindsay

I found this book in my school library and it made me happy :)
lol when I went to borrow this, the librarian said 'Be Happy?' and then
he gave me this weird look of concern..
 

Are you OK?

like he thought I depressed or something :S
Well, it is almost the exams so I don't blame him for thinking that..
(I must've looked like a zombie from all that lack of sleep ==")
So I just smiled back at him and felt somewhat embarrased :D

Twitter :)

I made a twitter account recently.. I made it purely because I was interested (especially after watching some of that 'Hard To Say I Love You' drama :D).



I actually find it quite fun. :) My username's Mmmk147.

Like everything we do for the first time, we feel a little bit scared inside. When I made that account, I was scared but excited. Scared because I felt like I was becoming a part of something alien and out of this world.. I didn't know what was installed for me. Excited because my super awesome instinct told me that I would love it. I'm discovering so many different things from just one place and it's also of the things I love, like, and want to learn more about.